Miss Silent Herself

There are no good first posts, nor good theme for that mather , but there always will be some good reasons , words that pirce through the flesh of the readers rather than the person who wroth them. Didn't you noticed that you were always more moved by the words of others rather than your own? Rethorical question.

Little Miss Silent might be the best nick name to describe me, the true me. I don't act like that really , but my loud and hatefull fights are just an act I put up so no one can see me. Why? Cause no one wants to see me for what I am. My own flesh and blood doesn't like me, but don't take me wrong , they do love me, but don't love who I am.
My life is a play and I live to act in it. 
My true me is a writter , an artist. I love writting stories. They are my way of escape from the pain or rather a way to embrace it. I drain my ideas from my feelings, my ED, and sometimes from the situations that I've been through.
I do have an eating disorder (EDNOS) and I learned to live with it and how couldn't I when I have it for five years now.  I did have my deal of recovery , but it just isn't for me. I'm okay now, if I can say that. This is my life, the way I live it and I don't regret it.