I've been with this guy for an year and a half and we hade our ups and downs. He was my first in everything : kiss, sex, love,.. We had broken up a few times and than got together again. But once, the first time we broke up, we weren't together for two weeks and in that two weeks I managed to huck up with one briliant guy and slept with him. When I got back together with the first guy , I ended my relationship with the second guy. But , a month ago I started dating the second guy again. And now I'm dating with them bought. I love the first guy ,but I'm in love with the second. I know I can't be with them bought , but I can't chose.
The first is exacty that THE FIRST, and we are so close..so close that we are planing to live together after highschool, and I have met his parents and I liked them as much as they liked me.. and I would do everything for him, and I understand him, and I can imagine my life with him.. But still we are not for each other. We do not like the same stuff, we don't have the same interests, his older than me (7years), we fight a lot, we don't know to talk with each other , don't know to chill with each other, he's a little country and I'm a big city girl, I'm ambicious and he's not... The only thing that is keeping us together is our sick closeness and our love and don't mind me saying great sex. The second guy is more like me, we have a lot of chemistry going on , we know how to talk and chill together, we know to have fun together, he's like my taddy bear... I like him a lot and I love being with him. The only thing that is in our way to be the most beautiful couple is my love for the first guy. So , I'm giving myself time to see who do I want more : The First or The Second....
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